Wishing I could feel the way I felt before
Before negativity had my positivity absorbed
Absorbed all the glitter in my eyes
Eyes that realized what's real from lies
Lies that made me withhold my trust
Trust that cannot be earned no matter what
What now? I'm left to myself again
Again, I want to leave you hanging
I'm hanging on the moment here
Here I am starting things the way I ended it
It started out like this
This is where I leave you
You and I, once again, strangers
It feels strange every time I think of it
But it ends here. No more ifs, buts, or ands.
And in the end... I'm still wishing.