backpacking in the Jefferson wilderness eating fresh wild blueberries warmed by a late spring sun the crystal blue sky captures me and I stand, transfixed – How could we have collectively been so blind? pumping Co2 into the atmosphere dropping atomic bombs and an atoll named after a bikini… and the plastic island – A wispy cirrus cloud floats gracefully overhead and takes my thoughts on a journey distant smokestacks dot the horizon and drilling platforms stand menacingly just beyond the shore, and inside the bellies of sea creatures … the plastic – readjusting my pack and leaning over to re-tie my shoestrings the slow crawl of an ant packing lunch sends me reeling so many hungry children just in the state I live hopeless and ***** in run down or condemned houses waiting, with tear streaked cheeks for someone to show up with dinner as the third foodless day is always the hardest –