you always said you were a trickster, i guess i should have known better, continually pushing the boundaries even if it was in spite of your own, paradoxical, hypocritical, with you, if i think i won then i really lost, for succumbing to your games if i think i lost i really won, for not falling into your trap my hermes, i saw you deeper than you even know. the illness that plagues you, how you decieved yourself you always said you were a trickster, i guess i should have known better