I'm constantly doubting
Those that came before and wondering
Was it me that caused all the trifling before?
No not I.
But you.
You caused the doubt.
And made me feel crazed.
About tallying up as if I had something to prove.

Yes I could be better than the rest.

Not anymore.
Now I've realized I havent been fighting for the best.
But only to be second best.

And I've cut myself short.