I fell like I am slowly going insane
My mind seems more drawn to the madness with in me
How I long to have the sun shine down on me
To feel alive once more
To be happy and not have to pretend
I just sit here and wallow in my own misery
My mind wonders to the dark depths of my soul
I hear the voices as they call to me
I don't want to do these things, I fear they make me do them
Why won't they leave me be
I just want to drowned in my own misery
I have no one
I need no one
I will never be loved
But the farther I go into the darkness
The more I hate and resent everything
I know now that I am insane
Why won't it stop
The voices seem to get louder
The things they tell me to do are worse then they where before
I feel like I am drowning
My voice is mumbled and low
With every breath my chest grows heavier
I can't breath, I can't scream
Please somebody help me
~Basically Me~