If you were anyone else I would brush my hand slightly against your cheek, holding your gaze for just one moment longer, letting you see the secret pleasures that lay hidden in my stare. There is something about you that I cannot deny every day it pulls me closer… a strong wanting to know all that you are willing to show me, hoping you’ll take gladly everything that I am willing to give.

If you were any other woman and not the woman that you are, I might reveal to you my dreams, letting you see every inch of skin and giving you my heart barren of all its walls.

If you were any other woman I would take you as is, never asking you to change or trying to make you fit into some made up roll I created as a youth, I do not want illusions all I have time for is truth.

If you ever wanted to love me, I would guide you with a warm smile helping show you the way, if I could ever learn to love you… let me speak plainly, I hope one day that I may.

I want to be wanted; I want a woman to take pride in my name. I will work hard, yes I’m sure its ok, I don’t need anything given, I want to earn what is mine, I don’t mind getting bruised and I know how to play ruff, dirt does not scare me, I promise you I’m tuff.  Just so you know I sometimes over look rules, oops I should have told you I play as I go, you see I’m just no good at being told what to do, don’t let that fool you I still mean what I say, I may not be a conventional player but I’ll only play these games for keep and I only play them my way.

Not that that matter’s, it’s just my girly way… you are still you and I will always be no more than the gossip on her tongue and the lies that spill over everyone’s lips, constantly falling shy of anything that is worth knowing… maybe she’s right and I’m no better than the trash you leave hidden in your closet making sure the coast is clear before you set me out on the curb, all I can say is **** that and ******* I am not some ***** to be called upon by night, wait those are her words, I know that’s not your opinion of me, I just get so frustrated not knowing why it is she says this about me.

I am a lady and should be treated as such, I cannot help that you are all jealous because I have the courage to do and say what I want.

I know you see this about me, I know you want more, I don’t need to hear sweet nothings although sometimes it can be nice, I’d rather hear the words left unsaid that your hips tell me when I’m so deep inside you, your back against my floor, we have a different way of communicating that none of them can grasp, I’m sorry they don’t like me. I wish I could be a picture perfect girl, but it is what it is and I am not a liar  and my honesty brings heat, but if you don’t mind then please do not stop, my mind is open for whatever it is that you want.