I spread my arms open wide and feel the wave of rain wash over me, erasing all the pain. My hair sticks to my face, my clothes feel wet and thin, and I begin to laugh as water seeps into my skin. The clouds are looming gray the sky is much too dark and even though I'm crying, I still love this park. I fall onto my back getting splashed with the mud and I'm still laughing as the rain washes away the blood.