so yesterday. they
told me about
this thing-
-ADD. it's
-weird.
-people who have it are weird
they told me
i've got it;
i'm weird.
i don't feel weird
or at least- i didnt
'till yesterday
but i'm the same as i've always been
it's complicated. i'm not
hyper
(or stupid or lazylike i've always though i was)
it's called 'inatten
tive' adhd
thetruthisI'mnormal
but i forget stuff
but i can't concentrate
but i can't study
and i zone out
and i daydream
and it all sounds so normal.
but i wish
it were a matter of
willpower
and getting organised
and getting my ****
together
like my parents tell me to.
wish i could convince them
it's not some alien religion
i'm not stupid or lazy or- "what the hell is
adhd. that's
just an excuse
getyourshit together."
yeah, alright. i know.
i try.