The screen gleams sending out blinding beams, Zach is in the shower, forty minutes now and I've been back, once, twice, three times, he responded and I went outside, an empty peach and beat couch seat, welcoming my silent musings as they wander off, I'll cough and spew, a few words, a few verbs, a few kicks to the curb, then bounce back, It's okay, I promise, relax, I promise, but you promised not to die