There I go down on my knees,
And let me just tell you its not my first time.
This is not what I want, let me put it simply...
I'm fucked.
Do you hear me screaming?
No you don't, No you don't.
This is me crying out deliriously.
I want love, I want attention...
I want a fucking chance.
Your not givin' it up and I can't stand the sight of you...
or you, or you.
No, let me rephrase this.
I am delirious from starvation.
I am not eating or sleeping
And my insides are twisting
And I am missing these arms that I created to hold me,
For you see my mind has now left me.
I see you there and
I want so badly for that girl to be here...
right here... but she's not.
So I am on my knees with this load in my mouth,
metaphorically and literally.
Does anyone fucking hear me!?
Does anyone see me becoming smaller and smaller until one day I am nothing more than your old favorite pair of sneakers, worn out and torn.That you put in a bag and gave to Goodwill, that now lies in a landfill smelling of shit.