Words are not enough to express what I feel,
I'm ****** up with broken sentences,
You broke my heart within twenty four hours without even touching me,
You left a scar across my heart that would never fully heal,
I was hurting, you didn't seem to care,
You looked at me like I was needing sympathy, all I wanted was for you to understand me.
I was giving up on you,
My mind wants to forget everything,
but my heart keeps on holding,
hoping things will get better.
Forgetting you in my mind,
but the things you caused in my heart,
holding on that you would still love me,
even you've caused too much pain.
My mind wants to forget you badly,
but my heart is still aching you would love me, you still care, it's still there.
But- how long am I going to wait for a love that causes too much pain inside of me?
why am I still wanting you badly?
what is the reason my heart is still holding on you?
You were a storm,
You came into my life,
Calm but slowly landed on me,
That made a huge impact that you've destroyed me.
You left me & now I'm a disaster.
What have you've done to my heart?
It was innocent,
and especially pure.
Now,
It's empty,
My soul is tired.
You killed me inside.


*j.d.p