I swear, it feels like I’m being cheated, My past is once again being repeated. It feels like everyone is set on ruining my life, ****, they are so lucky I don’t have a knife. All I have to say now is that it had better stop, Because my wall of self control is about to pop. I’ve been so ******* patient, That by the time I get what I’m waiting for, I’ll be ancient. I’m seriously thinking about running from this ******* place, And against the police, I’ll have to race. But there is someone holding me back, but just one person, And if I run, I’ll probably never see her again. I swear, I thank God for her, Because without her, where I’d be, I’m not sure.