and it was supposed to be better when i left? i was supposed to go away and turn into a new man? the man i wanted to be? he died on move in day the second i met everyone for the first time and sealed my fate no im still the pathetic little dreamer i was back then can i even call myself a dreamer? i suppose i cant even now im to old for that didnt i want to grow older now? an old man surrounded by young blood im dying from the irony honestly i am