I miss you. call me back & say you miss me too. 2. I found your sweatshirt in my closet. it still smells like you. 3. Last night, I was up till 4 am. I wrote down the first things that came to my mind & I just ended up writing your name over & over. 4. A stranger told me I looked pretty today but all I could think about was how you're doing. 5. I scrubbed my skin until it was bright red because I can't stand the feeling of your lips still on my chest. 6. I've tried drinking. it doesn't work. because at the end of the bottle, your voice still echoes in my head. 7. I looked in the mirror & I couldn't find myself. I miss who I was before you. 8. Everything in this box belongs to you. I don't need it anymore. 9. I got out of bed & went to the store to grab milk. my mom said she was proud of me. I wish you were too. -o.m. // nine messages I left on your voicemail