Sometimes my mother forgets that the traffic lights turn green. When this happens the other cars pile up behind my back-seat until I get round to turning my head away from the window and tell her that the robot isn't red. Truth be told she does this with her heart songs too. They suddenly burst into being after past events pile up and honk their horns and pound on her steering wheel and cry out to me: "What do your headphones sing that my heart can't?"
Today isn't one of those days.
Today is one of the rare days where my ears are open to hear her say that my brother's birthday was today. Today there are plenty of listless drivers in front of us going to some nowhere called somewhere. Today we are behind as somebody else forgets about colours in front of us and Mama gently pedals forward as the gas powered dominoes fall back to their homes to see their children.
I don't know how old he would have been but I would have taught him how to read.