Humm why?? just because something takes control of me each second, each hour, everyday , infact all the time. I suffer alot , but no one knows or even cares to know what is wrong with me. No one ask his or herself why i am always like this HOW?? Calm Yes calm. I am always calm. Hummm. Always calm Always calm...
But the funniest thing is that, i am NEVER SILENT. Yes, never. Lack of concentration to do the least thing someone can do... Loneliness takes control of me... Because of these SOUNDS in my head coming from nowhere , making me never silent Oh Yes it is the paradox of the thing, of my situation,
"TO BE CALM BUT NEVER SILENT AT ALL ''
Yeah, through this text or peom , i express what i feel everyday because of my tinnitus. For those who don't know it, Tinnitus is the state of hearing a constant ringing, buzzing, hissing , humming or other noise in the ears which are not real even in a quiet room.