And if I were to die, what would it mean? If I crashed in a car or was carried out to sea I know others who've passed and I wish I was in their place Because they are the ones needed to stay So if I was to die, what would it mean? If I laid on the traintracks or was left to bleed I know others who struggle but let me go first If you were die the pain would be worse What if I was to die, what would it mean? If I swallowed pills or didn't wake up from my dreams I know others who grieve but with me its be relief So what would it mean if it would mean anything