I TRY TO BE PERFECT I TRY TO GIVE WHAT I CAN I TRY TO PLEASE I'M ALWAYS THERE IT HURTS TO KNOW I'M ALWAYS 2nd. THEY DON'T SEE ME THE WAY THEY SEE HIM. I STRUGGLE WITH MY THOUGHTS AND THE PAIN IN MY HEART. HOW COME I SEE WHAT HE'S TO BLIND TO? MAYBE THERE STILL YOUNG AND DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I MEAN WELL. 9 MONTHS AND LABOR PAINS, SOMETHING HE'LL NEVER KNOW OR FEEL. DOES THIS MAKE SENSE OR IM I JUST BLINDED BY MY OWN SELFISHNESS???