Today I find myself comfortably numb My brain has gone silent, my emotions feel dumb I will find warmth in a Moonlight Sonata In an empty room filled with no sunlight I will tell myself to live, I’ll say that I’ve got to But looking around, how does one live? I hear a voice, it says I must protest Keep your focus, do not digress For sleep, from you, has been solemnly taken Until you leave a mark, the world must be shaken I have proven to you that you are not a priority And to surrounding people you are rarely picked You do not exist to the vast majority And you are left to die, you are left to be sick So you must force yourself to leave quite the impression And the world will know it was you, nonetheless Get yourself out of this depression And give everyone what you have left I found closure in the idea that I was free But the one who was chained down, I saw it was me I reached for a helping hand; I felt my left take my right How beautifully remarkable, what an incredible sight And then my brain began to defrost How cold and lonely; I was no longer lost Without myself I was surely deserted The evidence cannot be destroyed And I made a promise, it can’t be averted I have lived for too long in this void How lovely you seem, how lovely you are Your body has hidden most of your scars So get yourself ready and get yourself dressed Pick up your courage, pretend you are blessed