Columbine upon my desk, a dusty pinkish unstable shade of purple - aquilegia vulgaris - thought to be thankless, even a sign of ingratitude this Orphelian flower. Mine has ten doves in a circle, though tradition claims it seven: Holy Mary’s footsteps, Isaiah’s Gifts of the Spirit. For me it must remain those final bell-like chords of Messiaen’s La Columbe, described in his mother’s verse as 'Cloches d’angoisse et larmes d’adieu’.