I am confused about life which was a wondeful dream a romantic discovery, expedition, forest maze with grand narratives fossil minds mysteries and power struggles i wanted to find out the absurdities of the world , of people, of the human .mind lest i seem to have stumbled , quite loudly , in a planned un awkward manner that nothing is abstract ,only the stories you find you create you decide to say to yourself ,and the stories you watch out ,listen to. and the wonder re returns and that makes me happy.