In this world I only seek growth, Not in a greedy or consumerist way, I also dont mean that as some form of my own twisted manifest destiny or any american dream. I just want to be able to wrap myself in my own embrace and say today was a good day, and learn from my days. I want to be able to create art 24/7 and with you I was so focused on you I never did. Not that thats your fault or anyones it just means I need to focus. If my growth isnt a reasonable explanation to you then thanks for the fertilizer.