I use to always dream of a life filled with love, until i met you.  Why I lost all hopes of ever wanting a happily ever after.  I have seen and compare the person you were before to what you have become today.
I have lost my best friend,the only one i thought would ride for me forever. But forever is just a day away.  And i finally realize forever doesn't exist in the future. I have lost all hopes of this relationship. And now i am going to sit back and watchit slowly decay.  I have no more energy  to fight for someone who doesn't fight for me.  Im done.