I can see the tears filling your eyes,
I can hear all your painful cries.
I can hear the thump of you falling to the ground,
Now I'm scared, I hear no sound.
I never thought it would get this far,
I just wanna go, lets jump in the car!
I remember it all as clear as day,
but now, all I can do is play.
Play and pretend everything is fine,
You would know it's not, if you read my mind.
If only you knew what I endure each day,
If you were me, you'd just wanna fade away.
But you see, you can't if you know whats going down,
especially when you almost see your mother drown.
I'm only a child there's nothing I can do,
but sometimes I wish I could smash him too.
Lying in bed, tears rolling down my face,
I Have to do something...Think fast! This is a race!
I scream at him.."STOP IT! STOP IT!"
but look...now he's after me, screaming and yelling,
now I think you see...
I think you see the pain, hurt and the things I cannot tell.
I feel like everything is caving in... It's a living Hell.
Wish I was strong enough to make him stop all of this,
but for now... I'm at the doctors, she's asking
"What's your name Miss?"