So you say that you're "anti-bullying" and although that is such an amazing thing, I must tell you that you are absolutely lying. And the reason why I say that is because even though you do not harm nobody at all and kind to others, at night, and you cannot deny this, but at night you bully yourself. You start telling yourself that you're no good. That all that you touch turns to dust. That you're a luckless fool. And yes.. you're kind to others, but you're a bully to yourself. So why beat yourself up? Be kind to yourself.