we whisper white lies between dark truths flame-like tongues flicker between teeth a friendship dependant on what you're able to prove hoping to appear naive but nothing to lose a soul feared, is a soul had her lipstick smeared, a moment i wish i could go back and stop myself, resist temptation, and tell myself resist temptation do it for your future self he'll be glad you did but that didn't happen 'cause here i am, trapped in this passive aggressive, sad and obsessive tragic and mixed message flashing it's getting - me sick