As my mind twists and turns Deep within inside, My Broken soul has no were to run away and hide.


From all these fear’s my tears create from running down my eye’s, If only I was taught how to laugh then maybe these tears would be a memory I’ll never ever want to be lost.


I’m scared of loneliness I’ve got no one there to love my heart I don’t even have my name on any ones Christmas card.


I’ve lost everything every one I’ve ever loved i took for granted everything they did for me back in the past


The future holds nothing for me but pain trapping me in the the dark. My poor souls crying out can you help me because I’m lost, can you fill this emptiness that I’m feeling in my heart.


I just want it to stop. I don’t want it to ro. I don’t want it to take away the little happiness I have left in my heart.


Because if it’s taken away it will be gone it will be lost, It will never come back to my broken beating heart.


I hope you like my honesty I just don’t know where to start. I’m only looking for love that thing that protects and always warms up your Heart.



Jidos Reality 13.10.11