I've been told I'm an open book, predictable and eye-catching but there are parts of me that has once been dirtied by the hands of my past that i can't let go of and that it is committed on following me I fold these pages of me away, still allowing people to read my story
hiding behind metaphors and deep, romanticized poems and journals just so at least you can imagine how i feel when I'm drinking sadness when I'm choked by anxiety when I'm strangled by fear without having to know the actual story I'm not ready to share, just yet