We'll have an evening of pitiful grapes, To squash away and pour sour wine into our guts. You need guts in this world, You need those leaking Fruit. You need ****, you need death you need tears from the scarred cheek of India. You need strangest eyes grasping your every life, You need these hurting mundane nothings. You need nothings for everything to be what it is. You need to leap back and be free from the green clouds and sweep your hair down into your face and see the stained grey vision before you meet the Buddha. I hope he has enough for you