sitting in bed, thinking about life, nothing to do but s i t with a knife, till my b l o o d drains o u t, like the draining of a sink, and it will soon r u n clear, and I will very too soon s i n k, sink into the ground where I once arose, now I'll lie d o w n forever inclosed, with my secrets trapped with me inside, forever until I eternally a b i d e .