No sleep so many thoughts and turmoil.
upon my wake I feel the hurt stir inside me.
My tears flow down as I cry into my pillow.
Not allowing anyone to hear.

Go to church ask for patience, calm thoughts and caring.
But when I leave I feel my legs so heavy to walk my path.
I drive through country roads, loud music playing.
No more favorites just enthralled in voices of song.
louder and louder till my voice fades out.

I bring my mind back to responsibilities.
Move on to fill my house not just with food but calm air.
I drive home only to loud music again, but yet my mind is not there.
I look at the trees, the flowers, the rain and all that is in life.

But I see as I drive just a little too fast, to see the chipmunks scurry.
One chipmunk in such fear, stares and is frozen.
Thank you for my patience, calm thoughts and caring.
For my furry friend as I slowed took a deep breathe and ran.