I'm and indecisive human.
I often contradict myself.
This is because many humans are complex beings with different thoughts constantly running around inside of their skull.

I may say I hate everyone, but there are always one or two people that I hate less than everyone else.
I may want my mother to die in a pit of hellfire, but on some level I'm grateful that she didn't abort me like she planned, despite all the bad ****.

People have opinions on EVERYTHING and even if something is basically the same subject matter, they most likely have a million contradicting thoughts.