At 2 in the morning,
I could’ve been dancing the night away at some club.
I could be drinking all the Stellas
and flirt with other fellas.
After that, I could rest easy at a Figaro
and avoid another hangover
But nope…
Here I am now,
in a house as silent as ever
While the clubs are surely playing loud house music
And instead of playing the party girl I once was
I now reveal myself as a writer as I have always been
It just seems to come more naturally
The voices, the colors, the vibe in my head
are louder than any party at this time
The downside is…
LONELINESS
It never actually goes away, really
But partying could surely hide it
unlike writing at 2 in the morning
When everything I try to forget
just hits me harder than ever