Happiness is the price I had to pay for my smile it came along and all it did was made me cry.

The smile the twinkle in my eye the days when I thought I was by myself, the medication the mad house talking to a mouse no answer back because I was lost.

The sound felt so soft a Cold Chill running away very fast, Thoughts leaving my head taking me back to the past.

Reminding me that I could never be loved I would always be starved I looked for happiness but all I lost was love.

Found it hard to trust begun to feed on anger my world was lost in the past, I hate happiness it crushed my heart very hard.

I open my eyes but all I see is the dark, no light at the end but a cold door waiting for me to pass.

Hears the key there’s no rush it will take it’s time and eat away at my broken beating heart.

Happiness is a word I want to leave in the past.

Jidos Reality 15.10.12