I cannot say I miss you. Because I never do. From time to time, you show up in the back of my mind. I love poems As I love you. I know what I wrote are not poems at all. But who to say that you are real? I love you but I hate you In a sense that you are Untouchable. As I like cinnamon. How many times I've dreamed about you In my dreams, there is only one permanent scene Your holographic voice penetrating my fragile mind Your wisdom dissolves into this dull water of my psyche Like glitters fluttering,falling in a Christmas crystal ball.