Sordid ways Manifest in exquisite shades of gray Hiding from the sun In the shade only to complaining about how dark it is Mark this in your notebook, quick quote Like going for broke is nothing compared to running for smoke Hoping I choke on the next pill Please stick in my throat Riding the broken ferris wheel Of blood, sweat and choked tears I stud the walls with stars and crush bars on mars And break fists with locked cars and bottles of tar And there you are under me I bear teeth and tear sheets And leave a trail of beats broken and ****** in the streets I'm tasting tarmac under the weight of a thick black boot Steel toes hold my nose to the road and I let go And when my arms released I fell through the concrete Floating weights in the breeze, at ease To where she pleased Indivisibly re-made, but the road isnt re-paved Potholes crack my bones ****** stones mark the way I was born into this A writhing pile of spit and **** Mixed with molten steel and brimstone and lithium lips Living in Zildjian hits and Fender amplified Soundwaves My breath wastes in songbreaks My voice creates earthquakes I make myself what i want be ovecome whats in front of me Cause theres something inside that wants to fly so i let it ride At first sight or at first light whichever brings life Because I feel like walking through some fire tonight