Who knows what's truly meant of this red hollow thing that beats inside my chest when it was covered with multiple layers of *****, lies and ***** of this place called reality. Its really hard opening up something you know you could be so vulnerable of. its really scary to think that some might use it to harm you. Letting others to see it and trusting them not to spill a word about what they saw. Then the next day go like all the people in the place looks at you in disgrace as if you did something so horrible like murdering someone or committing an adultery. See what could happen just by showing others what's inside you? Who knows?