as I was asked to think on women to which whom I would call a muse, there was a loud shuttering ClaK! still to think on, only few women to choose. who could I say? a love scorned a torch that still burns. or the ***** the turned my gut and left me ClaK!!! "Why should I care for my outburst enflared, this mess in front of me isn't fair!" why is this my problem? when all I want to do is have a little self-reflection bath in the morning air. Why can't you have your time to judge yourself and tear your own ego apart, everyone else in your life has taken a piece, take un-biased look at your melancholy and you mite find it's terrentially inconsequential .