I was so blind.
His eyes infecting my thoughts.
Clouding my mind.
After everything that I was taught.
I was stuck here.
Trying to be something that I'm not.
I'm spinning out of control, trying to steer.
Stuck in this endless plot.
I want to tell him, "I love you." No, I want to scream it.
but he's a lost cause and I know it.
Don't get caught up in the moment.
You can love him, just don't show it.