my secrets are so reclusive i don't even know what they are my fears seem unrealistic like most of my dreams are my desires are basic needs giving me a comfort zone my love I have for you means I never feel alone i hate this body i reside in i feel ugly, old and boring but your eyes - the way they hold me - (could they be more adoring?!) everything I tell you you don't always want to hear 'TMI' you say to me your fingers in your ears... but above all else you ask of me and will forever be true I can love no other (ever) as I love you...