it's enough, because it has to be.
the brush of your chest in us crossing paths.
the rhythm of your voice as it fills the room with every story you tell and every joke you crack.
and i can't falter this time.
enough is enough.
that's the key word here, isn't it?
enough.
enough of me feeding off every glance we catch each other in.
enough of me trying to fill the gory space in my chest with the days you had me believe i could be sane.
that's not who we are.
so stripped of sentimental views, seeing the world for it's rationality.
never it's emotion.
and my god, did i want to know what it was like.
to continue on into each day with another being who couldn't wait until i woke up.
who waited for me until i did.
and you peeled the armor from my skin, touched each scar and made a map.
"you are so strong, and i have never been under the hand of someone like you."
you believed in luck then.
even if it was short lived.
and maybe, just maybe,
before you left me in the claws of the shadows that were starved of my suffering you had pulled me from,
i believed, too.