what do we know about angels i swear i thought you wanted to be okay you keep telling me to stay holding on to the little things but im standing on pavement and my legs are shaking. i was not lying when i told you my dreams are lost somewhere in his closet, it is the truth. i swear i never stop chasing till my feet spills blood and stays on the ground. your name is mine and our knuckles broke the mirror and i want you to know that i still keep the pieces inside my head. we are so twisted i get this feeling that someday we should chain each other down till we forgive ourselves for the things we didn't even do. one time you checked on me when i was crying on the ceiling and you dragged me home and reminded me of the things that matter and the things that don't. the sky was bleeding when i tried to breath your happiness but i end up with too much and you with nothing. im still waking up with nightmares but it doesn't bother me anymore. im sorry. im so sorry for all the scars i painted on our body. im so sorry for ruining the horizon we used to share. im so sorry i couldn't get over him, forgive me for taking too long to apologize. im trying to be better and im starting to accept things as how they should be. i hope god will still listen to what i have to say even if i didn't when it was the other way around. most of all, i want my soul back and i sure hope it's not too late.