First was my eldest sister Of what , I knew not She cried and cried I could do nothing No , nothing at all And I didn't know My elder brother He cried a lot too What's happening Stepfather calls They both enter The bedroom Then it's mine Yes my turn He was bare He made me The very same No , please no It really hurt And I cried And cried What have I done So bad So bad For this This pain Two years Next brother Two years Next sister Two years next brother Two years Next sister Yes , we all Witnessed Every time Mother ! Always at work Nights And I Yes I Did nothing NOTHING I did nothing To stop it Next My children Oh yes My children I hate My children I see them In my guilt Of doing NOTHING Hurts hurts Loo problems I said Husband did it But He did not He didn't even know I told his mother I told the doctor He did it They both said leave him So in my mind His fault Get rid , get rid He knew nothing But he had pain I made sure of that Because Looking at him Made me feel GUILTY When My stepfather died I cried and cried Why oh why did I cry Though not with joy I still wonder why He made me rely upon him He scared the hell out of me His whisky made him worse I even bought him presents Trying to curry favour Why, why, why , why I don't know how He's put Something Very strange In my mind.