When I am dead I shall
listen to all the people
who will say what I should
have done

How I should have been
what could have been
if only I had...............

And I will smile
as I have done at all those funerals

and say"thats it" thats what I did
thats who I was
that's all and everything

and my heart will leak
cherry blossoms

and I will laugh and laugh and laugh

and what matter
that no-one may hear.