I see u in the way my minds eye I read and read and really I hate this I love you too so much but my soul is like the Pulitzer prize so proud to behold I feel as if my  life is a a dive into darkness of darkest abyss and it like the shadows of my own inner-city of demons perched upon my soul and people  perhaps need  me to be something I'm not sure I'm ready to be I need u by my side and I don't have the heart to tell you I'm a guy your a guy we all wish allowed that are love could just be pure I know if tell my family then I'll just be told there's something wrong with me and that my love will be forbidden and I hold on breathing without you by my side and I take it all in divided into two groups of people who are saying that we should not be together  but I will hold you for ever