As I grew I knew.. I knew I was being used by all .. I knew I was hated by all .. I knew I had no control .. I knew my existence was wrong .. I knew I was in the dark for too long .. I knew I had many scars to show .. I knew they were too stupid to know .. I knew I was tired of pretending to be strong .. But the most painful thing is that the more I knew, the more i realized I wasn't wanted it this world.