There are days I give more of myself than I should. Days where I am tired of giving my best to people...even though I don't get their best. Days where loving someone is difficult...yet good-byes become too easy. Days I regret making people a priority...when I was only an option. There are days I want to give up competing for first place in someone's life...and always ending up in second place. Days where I settle for less...even when I know I deserve so much more. Days where "I'm sorry," is no longer enough...and your actions prove what your words don't say. There are days I feel too much...and days I feel too little. Days I push people away...to see who cares enough to push back. And there are days I regret opening my heart...to people who didn't give a **** about me. But...these are also the days that taught me who I am. The days where I learned...I get a little stronger. Days where I learned...I am my biggest supporter...and strongest advocate. The days where I learned the only one responsible for my happiness...is myself. Days where I learned to value who I am, where I've been, and where I'm going. Days I learned to appreciate the time I spend alone....and with others. These are the days I learned to count on myself.
Most importantly~these are the days...I learned to love myself more.