For years she lived in a quiet hell that nobody knew she lost herself withdrew because she was made to feel that she was nothing there were affairs and lies and empty promises often times she'd cry herself to sleep because she only wanted to be free of all the darkness and the emptiness so she stayed for too long until there was little left but a shell of who she once was it progressively got worse each and every day until she knew this life wasn't meant for her and that she was so much more than what she had accepted the deceit, the hurt the feeling of entrapment and abuse, over and over she carried such a heavy shame underneath a pretty smile until the weight of it all felt like it would crush her until one day one fateful day it was enough it was finally enough and the fireman came but they never saw her holding the matches....