cant really decide how to feel. at least now i realize that life isn't really a *** of gold.it is filled with deception, lies, disloyalty, selfishness and jealousy. no one gives a **** about nothing anymore in this day and age.    

respect is not there. tears becomes just water from the eyes.
depression becomes just thinking too much about everything.
emotion becomes only mixed feelings .
women becomes mothers before wives.
father prefer to play games and refuse to be a man and raise their kids.
just a little thing called life.