A surge of disappointment

Tinged with regret

Living in torment

Just trying to forget



Yesterday's so far away

But the future looms so near

I don't know what to say

All I know is fear



I don't know what to think of me

I wonder if I'm real

It's becoming hard to see

Where life got its appeal



I think of dying when I'm awake

I die when I'm asleep

I'm so afraid my heart will break

And I begin to weep